Super Jessie

Argh

I'm feeling really depressed at the mo. I love college, but I'm just feeling really left out for some reason. Sometimes I actually am, but othertimes I just think I am, or even try to make myself left out, which is stupid, but I am an insecure person, so meh.
Pete fancies Jemima I think. Damn that puddleduck... But really, It annoys me in the first place that she was fifteen when she first started college, because she was moved up a year. Secondly, she went to a private school I think. I'm slightly predjudice against privvy kids, just because there are loads of really snooty ones in Cambridge. She's a nice person though, but why does Pete like her?! I hate it. She's younger than me, and yet a guy I like likes her. Argh.
My life can suck sometimes. Ah well, this college guy that gets on my bus sometimes lives round the corner from me, so I'll attempt to speak to him some day. I have two years in which to do so.
I have a new note. I will go read. Then moan some more on my livejournal.

written on 2004-10-08@7:07 p.m.

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